An Artist Searches For Her Love Language In ‘Water In A Broken Glass’

 

Water in a Broken Glass film poster.

“The brush speaks for me even though I am afraid of what it might say.”

Water in a Broken Glass, Jamelle Williams-Thomas’s debut feature-length film based on Odessa Rose’s novel, bravely explores Tonya Simms, a young Black artist suppressing her sexuality just as her career hits a minor snag. Set in Baltimore, Maryland, this coming of age story weaves many precious pieces together that make for an overall resonating romantic drama. 

The film starts on the aftermath of teenage Tonya nursing a black eye from bully Meyoki. Tonya’s best friend Nikki teases her about a realist portrait of Meyoki. Even Aunt Josephine seems bothered by the artwork, telling Tonya that she’s beautiful. Perhaps Aunt Josephine— who keeps eying Tonya with a clairvoyant lens—believes Tonya commemorating Meyoki means something much deeper than surface level aesthetics. Why did Meyoki punch Tonya? Had she found out about the painting? 

Tonya Simms (Billie Krenshawn) creative genius at work. DP: Kirby Griffin Jr.

Six years later, Tonya has built a solid career, working in her own studio, gaining a prominent commission contract. During a video phone call with Nikki while driving, Tonya accidentally runs into a handsome bicyclist named Malcolm. Certainly no ordinary meet cute. Instead of being grossly offended by Tonya’s negligence, Malcolm appears smitten as does Tonya who fixes her hair before giving him her phone number— for insurance exchange purposes of course. 

Tonya still in shock at hitting a man on a bike. DP: Kirby Griffin Jr. 

Malcolm (Wes Hall), however, doesn’t seem too bothered by the incident— after he sees the culprit. DP: Kirby Griffin Jr.

The love story between Tonya and Malcolm checks all the right boxes, inciting giddy feelings galore over tech guy Malcolm playing chivalrous gentleman. During their awkward first date at a nighttime gallery / cafe, Tonya shyly puts her hand to her face. Malcolm softly pushes it away, saying “don’t do that. You’re beautiful.” His charm, thoughtfulness, and respect for her as an individual person and a creative showcases a man who understands the importance of having emotional intelligence and empathy, traits usually lacking in most men. On a picnic, he gifts her the best quality paintbrushes even though she doesn’t need them. He asks to show up at her studio to watch her work, making a place for himself in her world not to center his intentions, but to give her extra strength and support, to prove that he wants all of her, the woman and the visual artist. His playful side also shines bright, allowing Tonya to be relaxed and safe. 

Tonya and Malcolm dancing together against this backdrop was both funny and sweet. Believable vibes they sent out, allowing themselves to let loose and be free with each other. DP: Kirby Griffin Jr.

Tonya and Malcolm vignettes, vulnerable, tender, loving moments, comfort. DP: Kirby Griffin Jr. 

Nikki has given Malcolm Aunt Josephine’s bread pudding recipe (one of Tonya’s favorite desserts) proving chivalry is not dead. Malcolm asking a best friend questions to get to know his girlfriend better is top notch. Also, are they drinking horchata? DP: Kirby Griffin Jr.

Tonya and Malcolm embody strong, healthy Black love. They want to learn about each other, adapt to this newfound chemistry. The exchanges between them feel natural. The corny jokes and laughter provides an authentic wholesomeness. Highlight moments include Malcolm opening his toy car collection and Tonya sliding her naked paintbrush along the contours of his slumbering body. 

On the other hand, however, Tonya enters a bookstore that also specializes in art framing, meeting a woman who will alter the course of her life.

Satin Mitchell represents a proprietor rarely seen in media— a Black bookshop owner. The curated books alone symbolize a just reward for underrepresented voices. Among her brilliant selection, Satin houses one of the greatest books ever— African Art and Artists written by Dr. Samella Lewis and Ruth Waddy. Her bookshop centers both the mainstream and the independent, the hard-to-find, out-of-print books meant to be in the hands of prolific readers. With all this substantial wealth and scholarship, Satin approaches Tonya, leading with her expansive knowledge and wisdom as well as an admitted Tonya fan. 

Tonya speaks to Satin (Toni Belafonte) who turns out to be a huge fan of Tonya’s work. DP: Kirby Griffin Jr.

Satin’s bookshop holds an archival treasure trove and Tonya easily could get lost there. DP: Kirby Griffin Jr. 

With Satin, Tonya’s shy behavior increases. Tonya has difficulty concentrating, lulled in by Satin’s intriguing charisma and intellect. Perhaps Tonya longs for the freedom she witnesses in Satin’s demeanor. The attraction frightens her sensibilities as she’s sure to love Malcolm much too deeply to entertain something she doesn’t want to be. Yet, Tonya tries Ethiopian food for the first time where it’s very imperative for hands to enjoy the shared meal. They start spending more time together, the outings seeming more like dates than two sister gals hanging out. Satin glimpses into Tonya’s soul and Tonya’s powerless to resist her. 

Furthermore, Tonya has started painting Satin in rich, full color from memory whereas Tonya has only drawn Malcolm in pencil. 

Tonya’s journey with Satin involves awakening a new part of herself that goes beyond physical desire for another person, it asks that Tonya learn who she truly is. DP: Kirby Griffin Jr.

Tonya tries on a gorgeous dress and Satin’s more than happy to bestow compliments. DP: Kirby Griffin Jr.

In the midst of the whirlwind triangle, Tonya’s current commission hangs in the balance. First, she doesn’t look into the owner of her new contract, believing that Dr. Lloyd would be a man. This slight wasn’t a good introductory look. Then again some artists are not keen on research. Yet, Tonya continues throwing out damaging information in her interview, worsening her position on her own art. So accustomed to being led by other people’s ideas, Tonya’s voice becomes lost, discombobulated. Dr. Lloyd recognizes the flaw and threatens to end her allegiance. 

Dr. Lloyd (Carlyncia Peck) was not impressed by Tonya’s portfolio or her shaky responses to certain questions. DP: Kirby Griffin Jr.

Tonya is left with much to reflect on. DP: Kirby Griffin Jr.

Simultaneously, Tonya’s relationship with Nikki starts to dangle by a fragile thread. New romantic entanglements can cause friendships to fall by the wayside, a familiar territory analyzed across many shows and films. Couples often forsake family and friends to stay permanently lodged in their connection bubbles. Nikki has to not only compete with Malcolm for Tonya’s time and energy, there’s Satin eating up the remainder. Doubly outcasted Nikki has no choice than watch Tonya’s love life unfold on the sidelines. Furthermore, Nikki’s hurt too by Tonya fighting against the undercurrents of being closeted in. Tonya doesn’t owe Nikki an answer as she needs to process this on her terms, but Tonya has to realize that Nikki loves her unconditionally and so does Aunt Josephine. Whatever happens in Tonya’s heart will not change Nikki’s devout commitment to her best friend. 

Nikki (Candiace Dillard), a doctor, stands by her bestie Tonya despite Tonya frequently bailing out on her. DP: Kirby Griffin Jr.

Then, comes other dramas. 

Satin comes to Tonya’s art opening with her girlfriend Robin (Lee Avant). 

Satin treats her photographer girlfriend Robin horribly. Satin’s tight lips and severe glances towards Robin at Tonya’s art opening differs completely from the gentle regard she conveys to Tonya. The minute Tonya arrives to Satin’s house, Satin and Robin are fighting outdoors, Robin leaves looking shaken. In this instance, Satin seems to already be pushing Robin away in order to seduce Tonya who has a naïveté about herself. Tonya is so clouded by emotional distraction that the rose colored glasses blinds her.

Award-winning theatre actress Ronea Brown comes in for a short moment as Zona, Malcolm’s ex girlfriend, the love of his life who cheated on him. DP: Kirby Griffin Jr.

Meanwhile, Malcolm’s ex girlfriend Zona enters his apartment as Tonya and Malcolm are in flagrante. Zona calls Tonya a “downgrade” and Tonya’s ready to fight. Zona’s unexpected appearance must have had Malcolm speechless for him not to defend Tonya’s right to be there raised alarm. 

Coincidentally, Satin owns Tonya’s painting of Meyoki. This sets off a chain reaction when Satin sees that Meyoki (Shani Ashley Francillon) is indeed a real person, not a manufactured enigma from Tonya’s imagination. And Meyoki is very much interested in Tonya too. DP: Kirby Griffin Jr.

As Tonya lies in the thick of messy triangulations, the film raises valid questions for these multifaceted, intertwining characters. Are things truly over for the couples involved? If one person is finished and the other clearly is not, what then? How can you admit to a potential partner that your previous relationship has loose ends? Still, cheating cannot be the solution. Leaving unhappy situations saves a conscious mind from the plight of negative feedback, of knowing that someone you once loved despises you. Tonya’s heart predicament has the power to cause pain for either Malcolm and Satin. She has to decide who’s hurt can she survive post-decision. 

Aunt Josephine (Victoria Rowell) comforting a torn Tonya. DP: Kirby Griffin Jr.

It is Aunt Josephine who assures Tonya that whatever choice made is a good foundation to stand behind. Tonya will soon no longer fear the truth of her paintbrush, coming forth with a purpose that turns Dr. Lloyd’s earlier wariness into admiration. 

Bravo.

Janelle Williams-Thomas and Danielle Mooney’s groundbreaking Water in a Broken Glass screenplay sheds light on the complications between societal expectations of love, mainly Black communities across America remain having a frigid acceptance towards LGBTQIA relationships. Thus, Williams-Thomas manages to capture outstanding performances from her leading actresses Billie Krenshawn (Tonya) and Toni Belafonte (Satin) and supporting man Wes Hall (Malcolm) with a tremendous revelation from soap opera favorite Victoria Rowell aka Young and the Restless’s iconic Drusilla Barber Winters. Symora Thomas’s terrific art direction, set decoration, and artwork, Kirby Griffin’s splendid cinematography, Nakiah Aiyana’s chic styling/costume design, and Autumn Meade’s incredibly inspiring hairstyles add extra sleek finesse. 

Tonya’s hair exhibits a refreshing confidence. May have to write a film sister version to the TV/streaming series natural hair icons noted here. DP: Kirby Griffin Jr.

Overall, the profound, nearly two-hour Water in a Broken Glass deserves to be included in dialogue among essential queer cinema. Allow this a seat next to dee rees’s Pariah and Wanuri Kahiu’s Rafiki. It tackles the challenging task of bisexual identity with dignified grace and ties that journey to being an artist— a complex system historically promoting mainly white male gaze (as we see in the film industry as well). Worth repeatedly watching, Water in a Broken Glass proves that there’s no one way to fall in love.